A 9-chapter road map for the woman who's been through betrayal, loss, and disappointment more times than she can count — and is ready to walk in the fruit the world tried to strip from her.
Sis. You've been through it.
The betrayal that didn't make sense. The friendship that turned into a knife in your back. The season where you did everything right and still ended up in the pit — staring up at the sky, asking God why does this keep happening to me?
I know. Because I lived it. And I almost didn't make it out without losing the most important parts of myself along the way.
Joseph knew the pit twice. Once from his brothers. Once from a lie told by leadership. And both times, the same God who allowed it was already in there waiting for him — not to rescue him from the pit, but to position him from the pit.
That's what this book is about.
Get Yo' Fruit Back is for the woman who has been hardened by what she's survived and is ready to soften without losing her strength. For the woman who knows she's called to something — but can't seem to find her way back to the version of herself that can actually carry it. For the woman who has confused her cage for her home and is finally ready to be set free.
This is not a self-help book. This is a discipleship book disguised as a survival guide.
An excerpt from Chapter 3
I was not a peaceful woman. I was a woman who managed things — who problem-solved and planned and pushed through. Peace felt passive to me, like giving up. But what I called strength was really fear in a productive outfit.
Then came the trials that stripped away my ability to manage my way out of anything. Major surgery. A pandemic. My youngest son hospitalized with an oxygen level of 82%, unable to speak without coughing — and at three years old, he looked up at the room full of doctors and said,
"Jesus told me I would go home tomorrow."
We were out by dinner the next day.
Then two years of migraines, weight gain, and stroke-like symptoms that doctors kept dismissing — until the day a CT scan found 3 lesions on my brain. They were ruling out MS and brain cancer.
And here is what came out of my mouth:
"Even if I have brain cancer or MS, I will still finish what God has given us to finish. He will complete the good work that He started in us."
And then I told my doctor: "If Jesus could remove 7 legions from Mary Magdalene, He can surely remove 3 from me."
Both tests came back negative. No medication. God was faithful. He always has been.
"And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
— Philippians 4:7 NIV
You haven't arrived at the other side yet not because God abandoned the plan —
but because He is still with you in the walking out of it.
— Angelica
Inside Get Yo' Fruit Back, you'll walk through:
Love — Unlearning the love that hurts. Receiving the love that stays.
Joy — Why joy was never happiness. And why it's the anchor that holds when everything is falling.
Peace — How striving kept you busy. And what it actually looks like to be still.
Patience — The pit has a timeline. And it is not yours.
Kindness — Betrayal hardens you. The Holy Spirit softens you back.
Goodness — Why goodness is not naivety. It's moral courage.
Faithfulness — The talent you don't bury is the one God multiplies.
Gentleness — She has been through the fire. She does not have to be hard.
Self-Control — The fruit that guards all the others.
Plus the personal teaching that's been seeded inside me for years — The Jehu Anointing, The War Between Calling and Captivity, the connection between Moses parting the Red Sea and Jesus calming the storm, and the conviction that walked me out of my Master's in Clinical Mental Health Counseling because I realized: you cannot counsel demons.
This isn't theory. This is testimony.
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This book is for you if...
You've been through the fire — and still feel the call on your life.
You wonder if you're still worthy of what God placed in you.
You've been asking, "God, am I still the one You meant?"
You're ready to stop performing and start being filled again.
You need a road map back to the Spirit — and a woman who's walked it.
Your season of significance is still ahead.
Pre-order today. Let's get your fruit back.